We have been at it since day one, that ugly and...well, let's just stick with ugly...launch. Even through the lag muck and server instability, you could read the stars and see the potential. Right off the bat it was only for the tough, and we barreled through the glitchy log-ins, the shaky starter zones and the wretched "lawless" starting areas and found our way to the rafts. Some were able to get to our island after 3-4 hours of learning how to tack, zig zag and fight through server borders and with a full stack of human hides, and then some were finally rescued after what seemed like days of being eaten alive by scorpions and crocodiles, only to quickly get used to dying to the cold, the wolves, the alpha horses, the water, the sharks and each other's general noob mistakes.
Yes, with the known developer, we did try to ARK it, or Dark and Light it...hell, we've even tried to Life is Feudal this one....and Atlas is just NOT those games. Some visuals and sounds are there, but the depth and options and functionality is just SO much more. What really took the game from just another ARK expansion to, the potential mmo of the decade, was getting out on our first schooner, the SS Skjoldr (video below). The experience was entirely PvE, but when you have 13 people packed on to a single vessel and the guys repairing the ship are as vital as the helmsman steering and the deckhands manning the sails, it became something I haven't seen in a game since our friday night flights on the Decimator back in SWG.
We have had just a blast learning the game and surviving our island and our neighbors over the past couple weeks. Though it may appear as if we are well off enough, growing from 30 actives day one, to more than double that now, we absolutely could use more folks interested in living the Atlas life. Whether you are interested in navigating the high seas, captaining a brigand, farming the tundra, mucking through politics, taming elephants or exploring the massive (30-40 hours of sailing from one end to the other) world, it is all here and we have many members willing to help you get started.
Here is a few screencaps and videos to give you an idea of what we have been up to:
From the sister studio of Wildcard, makers of ARK: Survival Evolved...
ATLAS: The ultimate survival MMO of unprecedented scale with 40,000+ simultaneous players in the same world. Join an endless adventure of piracy & sailing, exploration & combat, roleplaying & progression, settlement & civilization-building, in one of the largest game worlds ever! Explore, Build, Conquer!
Early access, Thursday, December 13th (Update: delayed release to December 19th) [Update 2: delayed release delayed to December 21st]
Xalt defeats Elric for 2018 Fantasy Football Crown
Xalt's Zappers smirk at expectations, knock off Elric's Arksters in 171.07-127.47 rout
Both teams exceeded their projected point totals, but it was Xalt's Zappers who got the victory, cruising to a 171.07-127.47 win over Elric's Arksters. Elric's Arksters earned a 3.86-point lead on Saturday behind Joey Bosa (2.18 points) and Mike Williams (1.68), but Xalt's Zappers held the lead the rest of the way. They were led by Matt Ryan (25.46 points) and Damien Williams (22.53). Ben Roethlisberger (42.22 points) and T.Y. Hilton (19.4) led the charge for Elric's Arksters in the loss. This marks the second time this season Xalt's Zappers have beaten Elric's Arksters, after winning 118.28-117.7 in their last matchup. Xalt's Zappers end the season at 12-4, while Elric's Arksters finish the campaign at 9-7.
Sunday Early There were players with standout moments on both teams early Sunday, after which Xalt's Zappers owned a 125.41-53.13 lead. Matt Ryan had a 75-yard touchdown pass and a 44-yard touchdown pass for Xalt's Zappers, while David Njoku had a 66-yard catch. T.Y. Hilton made the highlight reel for Elric's Arksters with a 55-yard catch.
Sunday Late Both teams had players with big-time moments on Sunday afternoon, but it was Xalt's Zappers who took the lead, 148.54-96.80. For Xalt's Zappers, Robert Woods had a 39-yard touchdown catch. Ben Roethlisberger made the highlight reel for Elric's Arksters with a 20-yard touchdown pass and a 49-yard pass.
Sunday Night Harrison Butker had a 54-yard field goal for Elric's Arksters, who trailed 171.07-118.27 after Sunday Night Football.
It is generally a rarity that finds a single player game a feature of CotP articles, however, over recent months this game has entered my personal top five games of all-time and has passed my hourly steam totals for Mount & Blade, Fallout 4 and Skyrim in the process. What the....yeah, I know.
So many titles over the years have claimed that it allows its players to "win" the game "their way" in an "open sandbox" environment. Well, we cannot get the time back that we spent realizing that those developers were still significantly limited in the scope of what any individual's personal definition of in-game "freedom" actually means. For me, M&B and SWG came close. Unfortunately, both those games (or their EMU reboot) are either approaching or have surpassed the ten year mark of their seemingly eternal impending latest release. Enter Kenshi.
Freedom is a fun word in Kenshi...yes, you have the freedom to stay solo, group up with a squad, make a vegetable farm, join a faction, enslave a faction, slay the champion, be the richest hermit, recruit an army of robots or build the great city....blah blah, boring. Now, the freedom to fail in the most unique form possible...that is the true gem in this game. I will give you just the one example:
My squad is epic, I will tame the badlands and establish a civilized trading outpost...plan = awesome. Headed for the abandoned fishing outpost. Acid rain, not fun...put up tent, survived. Reached fishing village, it is not a fishing village. Really freaky "skin" people pour out of all the village buildings. We put up a good fight but were overwhelmed. One by one, my squad members were....stolen. Knocked out, picked up and taken to some of the village huts. What is going on here? Then the screams. Agonizing screams from my captured squad members. No idea. I am the last one to go down. KO'd, picked up, taken to a nearby hut....
I died from blood loss.....after I was put into a grinder that peeled my skin off.
WHAT IS KENSHI?
Kenshi is a single player sandbox PC game set in a vast and atmospheric ‘Sword-Punk’ style open world. With a mix of RPG elements, squad-based control and city-building features, gameplay is completely free-roaming and open: enjoy the freedom and potential to do whatever you want.
Set in an unrelenting world of bloodthirsty cannibals, starving bandits, brutal slavers and wild beasts, survival alone is a grueling struggle… You are not the chosen one. You’re not great and powerful. You don’t have more ‘hitpoints’ than everyone else. You are not the center of the universe, and you are not special. Unless you work for it.
Edit your characters, build up their strengths and watch them endure and grow. Train Your Skills in Robotics, Thievery, Engineering, Medicine, Weapon Smithing and more!
Play with one character or control a whole team; an army, even. Combat is Real-Time Strategy style with a choice of ranged and melee fighting styles
Build Your Base
Create and run your own city, manage an empire or simply wander the lands as a lone drifter. Research upgrades such as industry tech, weaponry crafting and trade goods
Wounds Affect Gameplay
Complex medical system where injured characters limp, crawl, bleed to death or pass out from starvation. Stem blood loss to avoid predators and replace lost limbs with robotic prosthetics
An original sandbox world. Lay siege as a warlord or make your riches as a trader… There are endless game style possibilities and the world will never stop moving
There is no level-scaling, the world does not level up along with you. At the start of the game almost everyone will be stronger than you and you’ll have to use your cunning to survive
Escape capture from deadly slavers & cannibal prisons, rescue your squad mates from grisly death and get them all home alive
Start A Faction
Keep to yourself, form an alliance or oppose other factions and territories of the world… good or bad
The ARK: Extinction map has been added to Drayvn's Server Cluster.
Link multiple maps on one server so that players can truly enjoy everything the game offers. You can live on the Island and still explore the dungeons on Extinction while using the dragon you got from scorched and the spelunking tools you got from Aberration.
Note: This is a private server cluster created by Drayvn and is open to COTP members who are able to conduct themselves in a mature manner.
Note II: These servers are not modded in order to provide some difficulty to those who can handle it.
Maps currently in cluster:
Forum Group Link:
For anyone who has actually bothered to read these (and this) blog post(s,) congrats, I didn't think anyone ever would. No comments, so it wasn't anything special, but oh well, everything I do is shite anyway.
Case in point; the computer I am using, and my inability to replace it. I've been trying my damndest to scrounge the money for a new one before this one gives up the ghost; I tried, and failed, as this comp will now only start in safe mode. And joy, I'm still short for enough to get a replacement. So yeah, this comp will fail anytime now, I can't get a new one, so I'm not going to be around. Not that anyone cares of course, but I thought I might as well inform you guys.
Add to that the enormous personal and family related problems I am having, and well.... now the title makes sense, doesn't it? Story of my life, really; struggle and struggle and Murphy shows up and things get worse. Oh well.
Maybe "things will get better" as people keep telling me.... I don't think they will, but who knows? Maybe my boss will advance me some wages.... Which isn't likely. Who knows, maybe someone I know will help out, though I doubt it...
On that note, I'm going to try to sell off the ships I bought for Star Citizen..... Perhaps one of the people here will buy a LTI Redeemer......
With that, I'm signing off, possibly for the foreseeable future, perhaps forever if my situation keeps getting worse...
Been fun. I doubt anyone here cares, But I'd like to think you guys do.
Where to start? Game of Thrones is shaping up to be a great show, Age of Ultron is awesome, Tomorrowland sucks, Mad Max is a great return to the franchise, and, oh yeah, ISIS is running nuts!
Long story short; So long as the Iraqi army are the only ones with boots actually on the ground, I don't see ISIS being taken out. Air power can only do so much, conventionally anyway.... I really don't think people are quite to the point of wanting to see a light brighter than the sun pop into existance. Same goes for seeing a certain mixture of chemicals rain from the skies. Ditto for our ancient buddy Pestilence, although that little Djinni isn't something you want out of his Trifoil and triple circle labelled bottle. Ever.
I do suppose you could go the Cookie Cutter route, drop a GBU-43, but unfortunatly, ISIS does have MANPAD's they looted. So that's out.
The real thing I am wondering is why Iran hasn't tried to take over Iraq with their own army; I know they are heavily involved with supporting anti-ISIS militia's and stuff, but we saw what happened with the Muj in Afghanistan when the Soviets invaded; they did their job, then turned and became a problem. Potentially same problem. But Iraq is so weak right now.... or rather, their leadership is. I mean, usually when one army has more troops and arms they win. Usually. But of course, Leadership is the trump card. More than a few great leaders have won with lesser amounts of troops and arms. Or, when one side has troops that cut and run at the first sign of problems, that can account for it.
Long and short of it is, the West will likely have to step in to handle matters. Again. Unless Iran steps in.
Breaking news! American Media has the attention span of a gnat and the priorities of Justin Bieber!
Confused? Let me clarify; Whilst people are dying in Nepal and the entire country is pretty much screwed, the American Media seems hilariously fixated on what is happening down in Baltimore, at least when it comes to TV and Satellite radio, with nothing but "Breaking News out of Baltimore!" reports constantly. Now, I've been keeping tabs on what is going on, and I do agree, something has to be done, as its rather hard for a man to sever his own spine and fracture multiple vertebrae whilst in police custody. Yes, I do agree that the rioting is bad Shi.t,especially when the freaking National Guard gets called out.
But for fucks sakes, it doesn't have to take up ALL the airtime, especially when there are other, arguably more news worthy things happening, like the aforementioned crisis in Nepal. Strangely, despite death, destruction, and chaos drawing reporters like a corpse does flies, major news networks are more fixated on Baltimore; while there has been destruction in Baltimore, its NOTHING like what we are seeing out of Nepal, where, for all intents and purposes, the countries capital is trashed.
I don't get it; is it "It's not OUR people" syndrome? Meaning that anything that happens in America automatically takes massive priority over a natural disaster? Or is it racism of a sorts ; "they're Asian, we don't care; 'Muricans first!". I mean, come on; the more attention drawn to this MASSIVE NATURAL DISASTER that happened, the more people will actually care.
Then again, massive media presence didn't help out that civil war in Darfur did it? People still dying, the funding drying up, shi.te even worse than it was, and not a peep out of major western media.
Or how about Haiti? Haiti is still all screwed up, and the money is literally being pissed away there, with corruption at massive proportions. But does anyone really seem to notice? Ehhhhh... no.
Honestly, I think Western Media needs to grow a conscience or something, because this is just absurd how things are going.
As before, not sure if anyone is actually going to bother to read this, but meh, I had time to kill, and I'm bored.
Ever feel unwelcome, unwanted, and alone? Ever felt all of these on what is usually for most, a happy day? Well, I'm feeling that right now!
Lets rewind a bit, give some backstory, shall we?
I'm now 24 years old; when I was born the Hammer and Sickle was ceasing to fly, the US was busy in Gulf War One, and the Internet was still being used mostly by universities and governments. Hell, I can still remember Neopets, and the birth of Ebay.
Of course, that was when I was still living with my biological family. Confused? let me clarify; my parents fought. All the time. Over me, over jobs, over family. Lots of things. First it was just shouting. Then it went up to Domestic Abuse scale, and I have memories of RCMP officers asking me what had happened when I was 8. I recall a few times my dad slept over at friends, one singular time when I was on crutches due to someone being a idiot with improperly extinguished campfire on a beach, and me having to deal with my mother screaming at me. And then, around age 9, my mother started taking out her anger on me. Small things, like smacking me if I wasn't fast enough with homework, etc, or not being home before 7, that sort of thing.
Then it escalated into things like me being thrown into walls, down stairs, etc. Now, unlike a lot of other abuse stories I've read about and heard about, I actually spoke to someone. In my case, ironically enough, with my school disciplinarian. A few comments, a few visible bruises, a cracked collar bone, and a concussion later, and I was paid a visit from some people from the Ministry of Children and Family Development whilst at school. I don't recall much from that time, but I do remember a intensely unpleasant phone call to my mother.
And then I was placed into foster care. I'm not sure how the system works in the US, or in Europe, but our (Canadian) system is a bit oddball, with both permanent and temporary homes, both good and bad. I mostly got the bad, ranging from rich foster families where the "Fostie" as I was called, was very much NOT part of the family, to homes were the people in question, whilst nice, simply didn't know how to deal with foster kids, and all of our attendant baggage.
Baggage you say? Whatever do you mean by "Baggage", Laz? Well, in my case, I was diagnosed at around age 8 as autistic; looking back, it probably contributed to troubles with my biological parents, at least with my mother. My dad didn't seem to care; he was always the voice of reason. And boy, did that diagnosis cause me grief from then on. Everything from being treated as if I was mentally deficient to awkward silences when people were told to being beat up by "Peers" in school, all that and more. It wasn't until I was 14-15 when I finally was properly diagnosed as "High Functioning Autistic" mixed with a bit of "Asperger's" thrown in for good mix.
"High Functioning Autistic?" You ask, "How is that different from Autism itself?". Quite a few differences, actually, of which I'll let Wikipedia help out. Oh, and Asperger's, for giggles.
Still around? Yes? Good. Now, lets get this back on the road.
Essentially, ESPECIALLY in the last few years of me being in foster care, I was with foster parents who simply had no canoodling clue how to deal with someone like me; socially awkward, intensely so, and incredibly curious about everything. And, just for giggles, my last foster family? They were from the Baby Boomer generation, with all the cultural mores that intails. Also, thought that their previous experiences with foster care would help; it didn't.
Let me put it this way; I love computers. Always have, always will. I attribute it to my biological father. However, when in foster care I'm told that due to "assessments" I'm not allowed to use a computer at home. I was in High School at the time. WTF, that can't be right, right? Sadly, yes. Even more amusing was my foster parents attempts to "reform" me, as if you can cure something like Autism with prayer, drugs, and negative reinforcement; it didn't, and only left me with a extreme distrust of religion, and people being given power, not earning it themselves. A even more amusing thing to note is that despite being denied a chance to use a computer at home ( to the point that when a friend lent me his to use to finish up a project, my asshole of a foster dad tossed it from the 2nd story balcony we had. Luckily we were able to pull the harddrive and recover the data. My foster dads reason? "I told you you can't use computers; your assessment said so, and by god it will be so!"), my foster parents each had a laptop. And my foster brothers.
Another funny thing to note is that, while foster families are SUPPOSED to help us "Get ready for life", they often don't. I wasn't even informed of the fact that the government washes their hands of us when we turn 19 until I graduated. Fun side note; my graduation? My foster dad grudgingly drove me to it when he couldn't find one of his own kids to do it, and then left me to wait after it was done. I eventually had a friend drive me home after I waited 4 hours, and after multiple phone calls that he picked up then hung up on.Nice man, my foster dad; treat your foster kids like Shinazzy, and your own flesh and blood like they were gold....
And then, abruptly, I was told to get out of the house; No warning, just " Get out". Luckily I managed to get a room from a friend before my foster dad pitcched me out on my ear. Even more amusing than that was the fact that, after scraping up the money for it (No help from my foster parents) they wanted to KEEP my 360, DS, and all my electronics that I had either bought or been gifted. That turned out a little badly for deal 'ol FD after he discovered that I had been taking lessons in self defense from someone at school; he tried to manhandle me around, I dislocated his shoulder, and broke a few fingers. I am 6' 1'', and maybe 140 pounds, he is 6' 2'', and 200 pounds. I had witnesses. It was strangely cathartic to give a little bit back of the Shinazzy I had to put up with over the years.
Since then, I've been in a variety of Shinazzy jobs, with the dual stigma of being a "fostie" and Autistic hanging over my head.
"How does this relate to having a bad day, Laz, especially your birthday?"
I reply " Because my Birthdays have rarely been happy ones, and I usually have a aweful day"
This also ties in with my intense dislike of nepotism, and people either with rich or well off families, or who are also rich or well off, as I grew up with little, got little, and was told I was lucky to have what little I did have. And in more than a few cases, told to "Praise God!" for that much.
So in closing, another year gone by, with little money, few friends, and my biological parents not wanting anything to do with me despite my biological brothers wanting to. At least my biological grandparents kept in touch, but they're starting to leave this mortal coil; a "happy Birthday", this has most certainly NOT been. No party, no real friends wishing me well, just another day were if I were to drop dead, very few people would actually care. And that, is something intensely depressing to realize
To be honest, I'm not even sure WHY I'm writing this all down; posterity? Reasoning for the "come on with the constantly depressive comments" as Vindex Terrae puts it? Desire to tell my story, as depressing as it is? Musings of a intensely depressed, and somewhat manic mind? I don't know. All I do know is, that I am putting this up, to much derision, likely, or for no one at all to care, or even read, most likely. At this point, I don't really care anymore about being insulted, put down, or derided; I've experienced it all. Bring on your insults, your wrath; I don't care anymore .